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NAME : LadyNorthstar
REAL NAME : Lucrezia
SKYPE ID : lady_northstar
AGE : 23
NATIONALITY : Italian
LIKES : nocturnal animals, drawing, history, loud movies, pen-and-paper RPGs
FANDOMS : Marvel Comics, the Walking Dead, Lovecraft, Doctor Who, Once Upon a Time, Disc World, Game of Thrones, Harry Potter, Supernatural, Assassin's Creed, Sherlock
ACTORS : Jeremy Renner, Norman Reedus, Karl Urban, Viggo Mortensen, Tom Hiddleston
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the Jade Jaws to my Cupid-

i’m still learning and I’m drawing mostly FOR MYSELF right now.
I haven’t ever gone to art school in my life yet, I will when I’m done with my first college degree, so THEN I will be looking forward criticism because criticism will mean improve my odds to meet the public taste and get hired when I’ll be done with my studies.
but RIGHT NOW the only effect that UNASKED FOR criticism has on me is to make me feel worse than I actually do about my art - and I do feel like shit about 99% of what I make - and so make me fall into depression again and again… and depression is not an easy bitch to deal with.
fanartists do not draw to be judged, they draw FOR FUN. when I need opinions I ASK FOR THEM, I’ve done it many times, asking people what they should need improvement in my art, I’ve asked criticism on singular pieces, but I do not wish to take it on everything I do.
I fall easily into depression, I still need to work my way out of this freaking slump, despite so I have a job, I carry on my life, I take all the shit I need to take. I just won’t accept happily for shit to go down on something I do TO FEEL BETTER too.