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NAME : LadyNorthstar
REAL NAME : Lucrezia
AGE : 25
BIRTHDAY : Sept 8th
NATIONALITY : Italian
LIKES : nocturnal animals . cats . crows . drawing . history . pen-and-paper RPGs . latex clothes . frilly lingerie . pomegranates
FANDOMS : Tolkien . Sleepy Hollow . Hannibal . Pacific Rim . MARVEL . Welcome to Night Vale . Da Vinci's Demons . The Walking Dead . Teen Wolf . Doctor Who . Once Upon a Time . Game of Thrones . Defiance, Inception . Supernatural . Arrow . Vikings . Elementary . Sherlock . Boardwalk Empire . Johnny's Entertainment . HP Lovecraft . Discworld
CELEBRITY CRUSHES : Richard Armitage . Naveen Andrews . Joseph Gordon-Levitt . Norman Reedus . Jeremy Renner . Tom Hiddleston . Anne Hathaway . Jennifer Lawrence . Hellen Mirren . Kimura Takuya . Yamada Ryosuke . Kaname Jun . Lee Byung-Hun . Yamamoto Koji . Nicki Minaj
FAVORITE MUSIC : Muse . Placebo . Flogging Molly . Mumford & Sons . ONE OK ROCK . UverWORLD . Lady Gaga . Rihanna . Nicki Minaj . The Killers . Franz Ferdinand . 30 Seconds to Mars
I’m a multi-shipper and I can usually reason, rationalize, or justify behind most ships, but man, when I NOTP, I NOTP hard. I’m so salty and bitter about ships I despise (don’t worry don’t worry I don’t tag my hate or anything).
oh god, this is me.
let’s try draw something
tomorrow I’m seeing the doctor once more and try something different
i just need autonomy for 4 days a week, i don’t care if i have to lay down in a bed and be a mummy for the other 3, I want to achieve 4 days a week of mobility
just want to go to college
I just want to manage to enjoy life once more
not just one day of semi-happiness to be kicked back again into pain and depression and feeling a useless bothersome dead weight and waste of space once more
I can’t deal with this anymore
I really can’t deal with this anymore
I thought I was getting better, I went to my granma’s house without problems, and it’s not even 1km from where I live, then coming back I got stuck again. my left calf became completely rigid and I have no idea how I made it back home. I can’t deal with this anymore. every time I think I’m getting better I go back to square 1. I can’t live like this. I can’t.